Suggest me a book about a Praying Mantis named Gordon (need help finding a book)

I was looking for book suggestions online and I came across an Instagram reel of a woman describing a book.

It consisted of a girl who fantasises about a praying mantis called Gordon. It seemed inspired by Kafka's metamorphosis, like the infamous reddit post about Ogtha- but from a woman's perspective.

I accidentally scrolled past it before I could figure out the title. Does anyone know what book it is? It is most likely smut, not sure if it's a novel or a short story. Thanks in advance.

(Apologies if this isn't the right place to ask, it's my first time posting in this sub.)