My Fiancee and I just mutually agreed to separate last night after 4 years together. I’ll be losing her son who I helped raise for those 4 years as well in all of this.
I’ve never felt such immense pain in my life.
I suffer from Abandonment and anxious attachment issues that I’ve never addressed that were caused by the suicide of my father when I was a child.
Attending therapy weekly already and that is helpful, but I need more.
I need to immerse myself in words that offer understanding and hope.
Something that provides hope for working through the pain in a healthy way instead of always running from it like I have.
Something that reminds me that with patience comes beauty and new beginnings.
Sorry for the rant. Just trying to provide guidance or inspire a recommendation that might give me a moment where my chest doesn’t feel like a thousand pounds, or lighten the load on my eyes, as they feel like they’re constantly holding back an ocean full of tears.
Thanks for getting this far,
B
by Vegetable_Doughnut88