Book recommendations to learn to heal from lacking a father figure

I'm a 23 male. Growing up I was raised by a strong mother but lacked physical and emotional presence of a father figure. I tend to be a people pleaser and put others first to the point of being a detriment to myself. I've always had a lack of direction and self worth, only believeing that I could be loved if I am perfect. I wish to start healing these wounds and end the cycle so that I may not pass them down. Do you guys have any book recommendations that could start me on my journey