I want big ideas explored, human nature, existentialism, lots of sex and sensuality, with a female MC/protagonist, that makes you feel like you are on a psychedelic trip. by Life-Drink5874 Related: romantic books? Textbooks that were FUN to read? Motivational books but not gimmicky or cheesy. Books with a looming, shadowy government agency similar to Control, Half-Life 1&2, and Severance. BOOK SUGGESTION