Looking to read more memoirs about abuse and true crime

I read 'Tears silenced' by Misty Griffen and 'If you tell' by Gregg Olson and absolutly ate both of them up. I know 'if you tell' wasn't a memoir but it has a similer feel. Looking for more of the macabre and extreme accounts of true abuse. I've been specifically on a kick about either/or abusive mothers and true crime within the Amish. Please leave recomendations below I am struggling to follow those two up 🙂