Is there any books that isn’t badly written, underdeveloped, or fics by women based on their sexual fantasies, that reflects the common sexual dilemma of gay men in conflict with their desire for belonging to someone, your family and society in itself, including maybe god, some existential dread. But the condition for the recs is that it must be realistic, with the characters for once be flawed and not secondary, that they can manipulate or steal.
Note: homophobes please don’t downvote, just treat others as you want others to treat you.
by Ok_Focus5022