Okay so I listened to the Ecstacy song by Suicidal-idol
The song is giving friends with benefits BDSM relationship vibes where only person A has some deeper feelings for person B but still is desperate to be with person B no matter what even though they clearly play with them
AND I NEED TO KNOW ABOUT SOME STORY WITH SIMILAR VIBES
I want it to be steamy, painful and emotional
Any book (or even show/movie) recommendations?
by Such_Force_412