Suggest a book to break the cycle of consumption to create a new self

I’ve got the habbit of buying new stuff and starting new hobbies with the intent to create a new self/identity.

I buy a new guitar and practice for multiple years because I’d like to be seen as a cool guitarist. I’m not even sure if I really like playing guitar or that it’s only for the image people have of me.

I get new climbing gear because I want to be seen as an impressive climber. And so on…

Maybe it stems from a lack of self worth, I always feel like I gotta create a new and better version of myself.

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So, got any book recommendations to combat this?

by FriedrichKekule