Returning to Narnia

I recently dropped a book that I was rather excited for called the lost story by Meg Shaffer but it was inspired by Narnia and it got me really wanting to read a book about adults returning to the fantastical lands that they got isakai to as children.

Bonus points if it includes

• Queer characters and themes.
• if MC finds being the "hero" is harder now.
• if MC doesn't want to do this again.
• if things get a little dark.
  OR
• if MC is too hyped to be a hero again.
• if MC never adjusted back to they're "normal" life after the first adventure.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read and for any suggestions you might leave.