So first off, I have very low self esteem. I don’t feel like I do anything right in my life and I don’t feel anyone likes me as much as I like them. I feel like I’m a negative person who tries really hard to be loving and positive but I can’t get the judgmental thoughts about myself and others out of my brain. Second, I have a complicated relationship with my in laws. I have always felt like they hated me but maybe I hate myself and I’m projecting? This is probably something I need to work through with a therapist but I don’t have the money for that right now, so some books that can send me in the right direction would be appreciated.
by HowMuchCldaBananaCst