I'm looking for something in a melancholic setting where the protagonist hates themselves or everybody hates them. Doesn't have to have a happy ending. TIA! by lonelyrascal Related: I’m looking for books life in America post-civil war? Looking for a engrossing book during a time of person turmoil. Books with afab->nonbinary leads? Teenager stressing out Suggest me a ‘Bottle Episode” type book or something similar