Im a teenager struggling with depression, suggest me a book with a chronically depressed adult finding their way through life.

Hi! I don’t really care about the genre or specifics, but I would love a female MC so it’s more relatable. I want the book to have an adult protagonist cause I’ve always struggled with the fact that I’m going to have depression for my whole life and I just kinda have to except that. I think seeing a fictional or real person manage to live through the struggles of life would help me understand what life could be. Thanks!