November 2024
    M T W T F S S
     123
    45678910
    11121314151617
    18192021222324
    252627282930  

    can everyone send me recs for books that are so emotionally devastating and make you feel dreadful the entire time you are reading? thank youuuuu

    by monicaaa_31

    30 Comments

    1. ContentTranslator125 on

      This is an obvious answer but “A Little Life” by Hanya Yanagihara.

      “The Bright Hour” by Nina Riggs absolutely destroyed me. What a sad, tragic, beautiful little book.

    2. Honestliltwisty on

      Sounds bizarre but Ian Reid’s ‘I am thinking of ending things.’

      I won’t give it away but throughout the entire book you have a sinking feeling something horrible is/ has happened and when the realization hits.. dam

    3. Learned By Heart by Emma Donahue is absolutely heartbreaking. It’s about Eliza Raine, the first lover of the first modern lesbian Anne Lister, who suffered a nervous breakdown and in the intolerant social climate of the 19th century, was institutionalised until her eventual death. Though the book starts in her teenage years, when she and Anne had a relatively happy stable relationship before Eliza’s mental health began to spiral, having already read Anne Lister’s journals, I was filled with a feeling of absolute dread from the beginning because in adulthood, she wrote about visiting Eliza in an asylum after Eliza had suffered with psychosis so severe she no longer recognised Anne, and it’s absolutely devastating over the course of the
      story to watch bright vibrant teenage Eliza deteriorate into the broken lost adult featured in Anne’s journals.

    4. BernardFerguson1944 on

      *First They Killed My Father: A Daughter of Cambodia Remembers* by Loung Ung. Geak, Loung’s youngest sister, was only about six when she was taken. “Geak” translates as “Jade”. Loung has only one photo of Geak, and no grave site.

    5. XxxGoldDustWomanxxX on

      High on Arrival by Mackenzie Phillips (actress and daughter of John Phillips of The Mamas and the Papas)

      It’s a memoir. The environment this woman grew up in…jfc…I knew about what her father had done to her but never knew of a lot of other things she’d gone through in her life.

      Another non-fiction book: Hidden Valley Road by Robert Kolker. Six brothers in a family of 12 children diagnosed with schizophrenia. There’s also a documentary about them in HBO Max and other sites I’m sure.

    6. Vegetable-Day5989 on

      A Monster Calls by Patrick Ness

      Read it in one day. I sobbed. It is very emotional.

    7. Outrageous-Sense-688 on

      The Ruins, and a book by a Jewish Dr at aushwitiz. Ones not real, one is, both bleak.

    8. Nataliabambi on

      Everything I never told you by Celeste Ng

      I’m glad my mom died by Jeannette Mccurdy

      My sister keeper by Jodi Picoult

      Before I die by Jenny Downham

      The Lovely bones by Alice Sebold

    9. taggartbridge on

      When Breath Becomes Air. It’s non-fiction and you know from the start how it is going to end. But I still ugly cried and am tearing up again just thinking about it.

    10. atemplecorroded on

      Obvious answer probably, but The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood

      Also The Narrow Road to the Deep North by Richard Flanagan. So good.

    11. BirdyL17L6363 on

      Suzanne’s Diary for Nicholaus by James Patterson. Beautiful love story and oh how I cried!!! 🥲 This is one that you don’t cry until the end. It is not a long book so a very quick read. Totally worth it!

    12. CherryBombO_O on

      Wave (non-fiction) by Sonali Deraniyagala

      *Go to Costco and get Kleenex in bulk.

    13. StillAcrobatic7449 on

      Us Against You by Fredrik Backman

      If We Were Villains by ML Rio

      Alone with You in the Ether by Olivie Blake

      On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous by Ocean Vuong

    Leave A Reply