Suggest me a book about creativity economy/ surviving as a person in creative industry while having leftist views

I’ve been reading leftists critiques of neoliberalism and how it affects our life and humanity. And it left me with feeling of emptiness? Like if the capitalist race for productivity is dangerous for physical and mental health yet how do you survive without it ? Is it even possible? How to reconcile my views with practicality + how to find motivation outside of neoliberal hustle culture