I'm turning 18 in a few months and I'm having an existential crisis over the fact that my childhood is essentially over and I'm legally adult, I graduated high school early and took a gap year to help take care of my sick grandmother, I feel kinda lonely cause it's just me and her and I feel like I just wasted a year of my life, idk just the idea of me being an "adult" terrifies me, hopefully I'll have many more years on earth but I'm just constantly thinking about the uncertainty of it all and if I'll every be fulfilled in life
I'm definitely overthinking but idk it's just how I feel
So any book recs about how it feels to grow up or how it's feels stepping into adulthood would be much appreciated xx
by yvesthequeen1