So my grandpa died from throat cancer like a week ago, I was kinda close to him until he saw my sisters body and mine with lustful eyes I started to step as far away from him as I could so he wouldn’t try something. It feels weird seeing my whole family and other female cousins he didn’t lust about (yeah it was only my sister and I) cry for his passing, I think I cried a little because I saw him on his last night, I was drunk and when I went to said goodbye to him I hugged him and he said to me “it’s been a long time since I last saw you, come visit more often” and said yeah sure.
So… I’m overwhelmed about my complex feelings, and was trying to find a novel or any kinda book you can recommend, such bizarre situations require not so often spoken about books you know…
by sitxtortschon