I have it quite good, a nice job that pays well, a lot of free days, a lovely home, a nice partner who wants to have a baby with me someday and a couple of good friends.
But I’m also a bit disappointed that “this is it”. Like, I wish there was more to life. But I’m not sure what kind of more I am looking for.
Basically I spend my (four) weekdays working, go home, eat, talk to my partner, read, boardgame or watch TV. In the weekend gardening, city trips, cleaning, crafting, more reading or (sometimes) meeting with a friend.
But I already feel like I’ve had thousands of those weekends (I’m 33) and am sometimes bored or almost even annoyed when we have to think of what we want to do the next weekend.
And I’m not sure if I just need inspiration for things to do or if there’s something bigger I need, like a purpose.
I think I always longed for the life my parents had, but now that I have it, I realised I still miss something. And yes, my parents had me and I don’t have a kid yet, so that’s indeed missing. But since we are not trying yet and you never know if we’ll be able to conceive. I want to make something more of my life now.
So what do I do, I read. What would you suggest?
by Aardbeilove