i finished if he had been with me by laura nowlin yesterday. i am absolutely heartbroken and i can’t get over it. i literally woke up this morning and a few minutes later i thought about the book and then i remembered i finished it and the heartbreak just hit me all over again. i think i could’ve lived with it if they had never gotten together before he died but they did and he died literally right after and my heart is broken and i can’t handle it 😭 i think it’s because i related to autumn in a lot of ways like i’m majoring in creative writing, our parents got divorced the exact same point in our lives, other little things throughout the book like the thoughts she had like i really connected with her. and then the end it was just punch after punch like he dies and she tries to kill herself but wait she’s pregnant like i’m just not over it and idk why i can’t stop thinking about it anyway thanks for listening to my rant
by hopelessromantic7792