I’m realizing that having a low self worth and self esteem is a big issue for me.
I am obsessed with being attractive because I think if I lose that then I have nothing else that would make people like me. I think the only reason people show me kindness or interest is because I am attractive
I also don’t believe I’m deserving of platonic love and friendship.
Just for context
Someone really kind and amazing is trying to get close to me platonically and I’m struggling a lot letting it happen even though I really need friends and I would absolutely love to have them as a friend and I would cherish their friendship but I’m having a lot of trouble just accepting that someone wants to be friends with me.
If it’s not a romantic relationship I really struggle because I believe I have nothing to give. Since they don’t want to have sex with me.
Anyways I’m wondering if there’s a book that teaches how to believe in your self worth and stop thinking badly of yourself.
by Luvuspicyfood