In need of a sad and disturbing read.

Hello. I am looking for a book that is sad and disturbing, and I’d also like it to be in between 200 to 400 pages, and bonuses would be if it is by a female author and has a first person narration. I am currently reading Never Let Me Go and I’m thoroughly enjoying it. I’ve heard that it is incredibly sad although I don’t think I’ve reached that part yet. I particularly like how quietly suspenseful and mysterious the book is and was wondering of another book that captures that feeling. But really I just love tragedy and disturbance. I was thinking of reading Atonement yet, but I’ve also been thinking about Rebecca or a Shirley Jackson book, We Have Always Lived in the Castle or The Haunting of Hill House. I want more recommendations though! Thanks in advance.

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