How to become who I want to be

Can you suggest any books that will actually motivate me to become a better version of me? If I could figure out how to do the work instead of being frozen doing nothing but thinking about how I should do XYZ because I’ll be happier. How can I take the vision of who I want to be out of my head and into reality?

For example, I see myself working out in my head but I feel paralyzed when it comes to actually doing it. Like what’s my effing problem? I want to be more productive in my writing, but I can’t turn the TV off. I can visualize doing all the things, but I can’t do it. I just have arguments in my head all day then go to bed mad at myself for being a loser.

by DiscordDucky